Do I deserve grade 4?

i had my grade 3 guitar exam on 7th apr, like, the day after my birthday, when i'm officially sixteen. i still wanna talk bout it.

i skipped school, went 2 hours earlier! venue - Prince Hotel in KL, i felt so excited when there's someone to open the door for me, greet me, lead me, send me into the lift, say byebye etc! LMAO but i tried to keep calm, cuz deep inside, i'm stil fuhreakin nervous bout exam.

so there's 4 parts in the exam, which is pieces, where I play 3 chosen songs, scales and arpeggios, aural, and sight reading.

pieces, omg i did really bad, BAD bad. it was okay at first, slowly i forget the notes, and hand starts shaking. can u imagine.. pathetic *shakes head*

scales & arpeggios part, i did well.

aural, lalalala~ did well too :D

sight reading, :L whatever.

i close my eyes, and pray hard hoping i won't fail

should i stop my guitar lessons already? fees are getting really high and parents are complaining tht for so long i've learn, i didnt show any results. no outcome. so they ask me to stop.

i'm not sure i should stop or not, cuz im always busy, lazy to practice.

on the other hand, of course i want to continue, this is what i think after every saturday's lesson.

zen me ban. ru guo ni you yi jian, qing gao su wo x.x should i continue, or stop at this grade 3 level. gimme advice!

meanwhile, just fyi, i'm going into grade 4 already, the fees 0.0 @#$%^&@*&^%$#

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