exam week over!

exam's over :D dad will crack ma head if results sucks. so i'm all prepared with a helmet. guess u know what i mean then :S

i'm in form four now, i would like to say i'm in high school :D hahaha sounds PRO right
two weeks of exam is exhausting. HIGH SCHOOL exams are a lil different from lower secondary forms, mostly have to answer in writing and essays. it was quite @.@ for the first time. normally for 2 hrs papers, sitting for 2 hrs on your butt is no joke but one word = N-U-M-B.

even worse when you're not allowed to sleep. beloved principle warned us during assembly, that if we are to sleep during exams, we will be taken photos and sent to our parents! -.- i fell for that. did not dare to sleep all the time because i'm really afraid of being photographed my sleeping beauty face!

srsly, i scare won't get good results for this term. mostly will be getting some average marks only. this is TRUE.
hopefully i won't fail any subjects!

Do I deserve grade 4?

i had my grade 3 guitar exam on 7th apr, like, the day after my birthday, when i'm officially sixteen. i still wanna talk bout it.

i skipped school, went 2 hours earlier! venue - Prince Hotel in KL, i felt so excited when there's someone to open the door for me, greet me, lead me, send me into the lift, say byebye etc! LMAO but i tried to keep calm, cuz deep inside, i'm stil fuhreakin nervous bout exam.

so there's 4 parts in the exam, which is pieces, where I play 3 chosen songs, scales and arpeggios, aural, and sight reading.

pieces, omg i did really bad, BAD bad. it was okay at first, slowly i forget the notes, and hand starts shaking. can u imagine.. pathetic *shakes head*

scales & arpeggios part, i did well.

aural, lalalala~ did well too :D

sight reading, :L whatever.

i close my eyes, and pray hard hoping i won't fail

should i stop my guitar lessons already? fees are getting really high and parents are complaining tht for so long i've learn, i didnt show any results. no outcome. so they ask me to stop.

i'm not sure i should stop or not, cuz im always busy, lazy to practice.

on the other hand, of course i want to continue, this is what i think after every saturday's lesson.

zen me ban. ru guo ni you yi jian, qing gao su wo x.x should i continue, or stop at this grade 3 level. gimme advice!

meanwhile, just fyi, i'm going into grade 4 already, the fees 0.0 @#$%^&@*&^%$#

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SMKB 加油！

3.11am - woke up sweaty, half dreaming of the vball competition, walking round the room thinking of how to get back to sleep.

3.21am - forced myself back to sleep.

5.15-6.30am - *alarm rings non-stop*

6.30am - kylene calls, (when kylene calls at this time in the morning, you ought to know its not a good thing.) picks up the phone, texted her 'holy shit' cause i missed the bus! >< when i asked for dad's help, i'm sure he was like 'good, aa, ying gai de, ying gai de!" (he means dai sei)

7.30am - rushed to school, without breakfast :0

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8.30am - first match. vs SMK Segambut Jaya. lost :0

10.30am - second match. vs SMK Kiaramas. won :D why? cause they are worse x)

comments on our victory :

哇，酱那队一定7差。

是不是马来人来的？

讲真啦，如果你们赢，酱那队真的很差。

okay, we did our best, and at least we are proud to win a match compared to those teams who have coaches :'D

p/s : when we lost the first match, we said amongst ourselves, promised ourselves that we must win the other match, because we want NEW CUSTOM MADE JERSEYS! AIR-COND VANS! we have to prove ourselves to the school for it! :)))

12.00am - revenge time >:D cheated the guys, saying that we lost the match, simply because they cheated us too! i can't believe as a drama queen, i fell for their trick last week. fml :0

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6.50pm - addmaths at luke tan's. sitting under the air-cond is seriously no-joke. for 1 and a half hours man. for people as fragile as me, in no time, i turned numb and even my nails turned purple. as for brian yap and goh kylene, how can't they feel the 16 degree celcius huh?! cause they have each other's companion and warmth, happily babbling away -.-

8.20pm - class ended, slowly i can feel my fingers *aleluja* now, here comes the awful aftermath when i started to feel pins and needles all over my body for the next 15 minutes. :L

Addm. is terrible. i'm freaking not interested in it and hopes to give up. what to do. i'm more to artistic :D but i hate accounts and econs. buuu :]

Emotional breakdown . :')

i've been keeping in these emotions for a longgggggg time, and finally, i cried.

its like triggering my own tsunami.

standing in the middle of a playground, with amelia in front of me, listening to me weeping for about an hour. :')

those tears were unstoppable..

but it was really a good one, when was the last time since i cried? ermmmm, yeah, so it was a longggggg time ago.

this was during our volleyball practice session, 4-7pm.

after dad drop me at mca vball court, emo sylvia soo walk towards teammates.

we made a circle to pratice digging and passing ball at the bball court cause the vball court is occupied by foreigners. :0 scary. not that im racist or what but you know well what foreigners had done to our country. :L

back to story, i can't concentrate anymore, excused myself to aside, then when i saw amelia coming, i sort of said something like 'I feel like crying' , and then i started crying. :')

weeping and whining , covering my face with her towel , and i'm sure my teammates will do lots of stuff behind my back! like

*whispers*whats goin' on?! / is she okay? / what happened?*whispers*

mihun even pretend to pass by and sang something like "别想太多~"

awwwwww, thanks for caring , :')

ahhhhh, those burdens, gone. maybe i was too stressed out for the past few months. its awesome that i managed to cry out the day before the competition cause i don't think i will perform well if i bring my emotions to the court. so thanks buddies, thanks ;3

and for the first time, after crying in front of so many humans (evening time, peak hours at the playground) and friends, i don't feel ashamed as if i'm weak, though i still feel awkward when they pretended like nothing happened xD LMAO

mmm, i know i have friends that care for me lots. :* this is a kiss.

recalling back, it was quite a funny and stupid moment. :'D

Sweeping away spider webs

Recent Update : October 16, LAST YEAR.

yeah. so its beeen a long while since i last blogged about something very emo and stupid = =

Okayy, reason why i decided to revive my blog is because

1. my life's too exciting not too share! c'mon even you agree with that rite

2. i know u guys wanna know more bout me ;-) *srsly perasan*

3. earn some cashyy $ while sharing you stories bout my everyday life which is, interesting :D

4. improving my english :D we learn more by making mistakes!

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